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A shared house

 I live in a house together with other people who struggle with some diagnose. We are nine people here. This is very different from a hospital, mainly because we are free to get out to the streets whenever we want. And the nursery treat me as an adult, as a ctitizen like any other. In hospitals, from my experience, sometimes nurses even engage in some bullying activities. Such as saying there are people who need to work hard to survive, and as you don´t, you are priveleged, and therefore not entitled to complain about whatever.  I think the main problem of schizophrenia is pessimism. There´s a spirit that enters our mind, and says there that everything will always go wrong. If you are locked, that´s fertile environment for this spirit to thrive. But here, I can develop life projects, as for example there´s a theatre play I wrote and perform, and folks here are helping me find a theatre to present it. Another important difference are the other patients. Part of the suffering of...

The relationship with time

 So much is talked about relationshios nowadays, but one is missing. That with time. In my second internation I was subject to high doses of haldol. The side effects and the main effects are both very unpleasant. What leaves you just one option:to wait. But time doesn´t pass. Five minutes are like an hour. There might be some activities to do in the hospital, and they help a little, but only a little. I would do always the same painting. An imitation of the arab alphabet, which was easy and produced some aesthetics. Let´s say ten minutes were like an hour during the activitie. It is sad. But even sadder. Because there have been almost thirty years from this internation, and I still feel sometimes like time doesn´t pass. When I brush my teeth, usually I keep an eye on the whatch. I can not stop before two minutes. If I do that, my father will die. It is odd, I know. It is often difficult to wait for the bus in the bus stop. To alleviate, sometimes I get out of home an hour earlier t...

What is freedom?

 Mankind started in this planet as a special ape. One who talked, made bonfires, produced art and also an ape who had a spectacular insight: there were things that he could not perceive with his senses, but that existed. Probably, judging by the primitive societies that still exist, this was a happy ape. However, at a certian point, began agriculture in a large scale. The idea that a seed develops into a plant they knew for long, but the idea of producing more than what you would eat, was a knew one. And that changed history.  Human groups grew in their size, and some became richer than others. A mistery pervaded all the history of this ape. From the begining , the richer ones were in much smaller numbers, and lived more comfortably. The majority of the poor ones would very rarely revolt against their explorers. They invented something called a code of laws. Those who disrespected that, would be punished. There were strict laws to be followed, regarding all aspects of life, no...

What is the purpose of day dreaming ?

 It seems to me that some people with schizophrenia can not foresee a good future. They even seem not to be able of a good daydream, as odd as it may seem. Faced with someone complaining about the lack of good fanatsies, , the psychiatrist would likely say, "I am happy you are less dellusional".  But he would be wrong here. And I will show why. Let´s think in a biological manner. All animals try to optimize their efforts for food. A lion will seek to hunt at night, to save energy either from the burning sun or from competitions with hyenas. A cheetah will try to get it´s prey in thirty seconds, a chimpanzee will change from one tree to another in every three days, and so forth. ( these are just fictitious examples, please). So, there´s always the spent energy and the received energy. So, all animals actions have to have a purpose, lest they waste energy. But humans have a peculiarity. Day dreaming doesn´t help to hunt or gather. Why that then? What are these fantasies? Someti...

Is everyone being heard ?

 An idea was developed in Finland, that when someone has a psychotic outbreak, the decisions on what to do should not be at the hands of professionals, especially psychiatrists, only.  Everyone has a voice. Everyone should be heard. So, so and so had outbreack, he went to the street naked. The family is puzzled.A psychistrist comes. Usually that will be considered an extravagance greater than a normal person would ever do, and those who do this sort of thing, they are the famous " Schizophrenic '.  And then, the " scientific" protocol is that this person likely has an excess of dopamine in the brain, which will be controled by some drugs that will act in your brain to diminish the dopamine there. And then, often the person diagnosed will be compulsirely interned in a psychiatric facility, as the person is dangerous to himself and to others. But then in Finland, they started giving voice to everyone. The family members, professionals, and, the person in the centre of ...

Introducing myself, Vicky Sigworth, mother of someone struggling

 Hi this is Vicky. I will share more later about how my son's treatment team is using principles developed through Open Dialog or Dialog Approaches to radically improve his life.

Happy to be invited to the Global Families for Dialogic Approaches

 What a great spot for us to share! Stephanie